RyanMarkWilson

You know that feeling…

rasu17 — Mon, 17 Aug 2009 07:03:11 +0000

You know that feeling when you really really really like someone, but it seems they they don’t like you back and all your friends don’t like her cause they say she will be bad for you and every attempt you make gets shut down and it always feels like your losing and can never win this game, yet every second of every hour of every day since you met her, you can’t stop thinking about her, even as you type this blog message out to the world which your kind of hoping she’ll see but kind of also hoping she won’t see in a wierd way….

i know how that feels.

rasu17 — Wed, 05 Aug 2009 12:27:18 +0000

Get me out of here

Ever Fallen in Love?

rasu17 — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 10:34:16 +0000

You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I’m hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that’s worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn’t’ve fallen in love with

I can’t see much of a future
Unless we find out who’s to blame
What a shame
And we won’t be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn’t’ve fallen in love with

You disturb my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I’m hurt
And if I start a commotion
I’ll only end up losing you
And that’s worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn’t’ve fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn’t’ve fallen in love with
Fallen in love with
Ever fallen in love with someone
You shouldn’t’ve fallen in love with

iDaft

rasu17 — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 08:02:18 +0000

I am obsessed with this iDaft app on my iphone. It lets me play all the sound effectz from the song harder better faster stronger. Its strangely addictinf!!

True blood

rasu17 — Fri, 24 Jul 2009 23:42:43 +0000

I love this show sooo much!!!

Birds

rasu17 — Fri, 24 Jul 2009 01:47:19 +0000

Yesterday a bird landed on my head, stopped for a bit, then flew away, while i was out jogging with merran. Not only did it scare the everliving out of me, but merran bought up a good question: is there anyone who HASNT had some kind of experience with a bird, like being swooped by magpie/plover bird???

Shoes

rasu17 — Wed, 22 Jul 2009 13:28:36 +0000

Your shoes are comfortable

Testing out iPhone blog

rasu17 — Wed, 22 Jul 2009 10:52:57 +0000

I can now blog from my iphone. Playing a newgrounds game. Good fun.

I’m on a train!

rasu17 — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 09:15:37 +0000

lol i wrote this randomly in a few minutes for a fb comment, but made me giggle, so i had to save it post it on here.

IM ON A TRAIN
IM ON A TRAIN
EVERYBODY LOOK AT ME CAUSE IM RIDING ON A TRAIN
IM ON A TRAIN
IM ON A TRAIN
TAKE A GOOD HARD LOOK AT THE MUTHAFUCKING TRAIN!

IM ON A TRAIN MUTHAFUCKER, TAKE A LOOK AT ME
FLYING STRAIGHT DOWN A TRACK IS THE PLACE TO BE
CHATTING UP RANDOMS AND PLAYING ON MY PHONE
YOU CANT STOP ME MUTHAFUCKER CAUSE IM IN THE ZONE!

THERES NO T-PAIN
BUT IM ON A TRAIN
AND THIS PARTY IS ROCKIN
TOTALLY INSANE!
I GOT MY UNI BAG
AND A NICE BOOK
YOUR AT HOME, BORED
BEING A TOTAL SOOK

IM ON A TRAIN AND
ITS GOING FAST AND
I HAVE MY STATION FRIEND
SEND ME A ROUTE-PLAN
IM THE KING OF THE WORLD
ON A TRAIN THIS COOL
SO HURRY UP
AND GET ON HERE YOU FOOL

GET. THE. FUCK. UP!
THIS TRAIN IS REAL!!!!!

FUCK UNI, I’M ON A TRAIN MUTHAFUCKER
(MUTHAFUCKER)
FUCK CARS, I’M GOING FASTER MUTHAFUCKER
(MUTHAFUCKER)
I’M ON THE SEATS WITH MY BOYS MUTHAFUCKER
(MUTHAFUCKER)
THE TRAIN ENGINE MAKE NOISE MUTHAFUCKER!!!!!!!

155: Different Shoes

rasu17 — Fri, 22 May 2009 12:40:55 +0000

Hey Guys. Just quick update. Apart from nearly dieing in the rain and wind lately, due to severe weather in SE Queensland, i am now officially a Producer on a $10,000 graduation film. Pretty exciting, eh Gunna be a lot of work, but im excited. ANyways, thats it. Here’s my favourite song atm, off Eminem’s new album.

im just so fucking depressed
i just cant seem to get out this slump
if i could just get over this hump
but i need something to pull me out this dump
i took my bruises took my lumps
fell down and i got right back up
but i need that spark to get psyched back up
and in order for me to pick the mic back up
i dont know how or why or when
i ended up this position im in
im started to feel dissin again
so i decided just to pick this pen
up and try to make an attempt to vent
but i just cant admit
or come to grips the fact that i may be done with rap
i need a new outlet
and i know some shits so hard to swallow
but i cant just sit back and wallow
in my own sorrow but i know one fact
ill be one tough act to follow
one tough act to follow
ill be one tough act to follow
here today gone tomorrow but you’d have to walk a thousand miles

in my shoes, just to see
what its like, to be me
ill be you, lets trade shoes
just to see what id be like
to feel your pain, you feel mine
go inside eachothers minds
just to see what we’d find
look at shit through eachothers eyes
it dont matter saying you aint beautiful
they can all get fucked just stay true to you
dont matter saying you aint beautiful
they can all get fucked just stay true to you

i think im starting to lose my sense of humor
everythings so tense and gloom
i almost fee like i gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as i walk in
its like all eyes on me i try to avoid any contact
cuz if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that
im not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you
blend in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom
i dont need no fucking man servant tryin ta follow me around and try to wipe my ass
laugh at every single joke i crack and half of them aint even funny like hahhhhh
“marshall your so funny man you should be a comedian god damn”
unfortunately i am i just hide behind the tears of a clown
so why dont you all sit downn
listen to the tale that im about to tell
hell we dont gotta trade our shoes
and you dont gotta walk no thousand miles

nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we’re dealt
we gotta take these cards ourselves and flip em dont expect no help
now i could have either just stayed at home sit on my ass and pissed and moaned
or take this situation with which im placed in and get up and kick my own
i was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
and sat on the porch and hope and prayed for a dad to show up who never did
i just wanted to fit in in every single place every school i went
i dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid
and edna always told me keep making that face and it’ll get stuck like that
meanwhile im just standing there holding my tongue trynwa twalk like dwis
then i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
i learned my lesson then cuz i wasn’t trying to impress my friends no more
but i already told you my whole life story
not just based on my description
cuz where you see it from where your sittin its probably 110% different
i guess we would have to walk a mile in eachothers shoes at least
what size you wear? i wear tens
lets see if you can fit your feet

in my shoes, just to see
what its like, to be me
ill be you, lets trade shoes
just to see what itd be like
to feel your pain, you feel mine
go inside eachothers minds
just to see what we’d find
look at shit through eachothers eyes
it dont matter saying you aint beautiful
they can all get fucked just stay true to you
dont matter saying you aint beautiful
they can all get fucked just stay true to you
so
it dont matter saying you aint beautiful
they can all get fucked just stay true to you